“This might be my last one.”

That’s what I thought as I walked into the Feast Conference 2024: Let There Be Light.

The conference themes seemed repetitive to me, as the topics were familiar.

But God has a sense of humor and a masterful way of speaking directly to my heart.

The conference wasn’t about introducing groundbreaking new concepts for me.

Instead, it became a gentle, profound reminder of truths I had forgotten or chosen to ignore.

I’ve had moments in my life where darkness wasn’t just a metaphor – it was a reality.

Even in those moments, God was guiding my path, even when I couldn’t see it.

Success? I was challenged to examine my relationship with them.

Am I celebrating these milestones, or am I constantly measuring myself against others?

The invitation was clear: be the light, not a competitive flame.

Before the conference, I am already planning what to do for next year.

On the other hand, I also know that in the next two months, my income would drop by 50%.

I don’t know if I would be able to see those plans in reality.

Then came The Chosen’s Jonathan Roumie’s testimony.

His story of surrender resonated with me, vibrating through every doubt and fear I harbored. Here was an actor, sharing his own moments of profound vulnerability.

If he could surrender, why couldn’t I?

I finished the conference and wrote my actions plans and prayers.

Then, God responded.

Our digital marketing agency closed a significant 3-month contract. Another two proposals in the pipeline.

An outsourcing agency has brought me on board as an Email Marketing Specialist.

From landscape of lack to a panorama of possibilities.

This means I could still be working during the holidays’ week.

It’s okay.

Because in the same period last year, I was in the place of lack.

Yet God delivered.

So when you find yourself in a lack, be thankful.

It’s often the fertile ground where miracles are cultivated.

So now, all I am thinking about was how come I sat in the 20th row, too far to see “TV Jesus” up close. 😂

And yes, God willing, I am attending the Feast Conference again next year.

Have you ever experienced the place of lack? Let’s share life stories.👇